Oddy put up a great post today, about weight, worry, perception...
I have not been to the gym, since my return, but I have been working like a farm hand. I start back next week, and i am looking forward to it.
I do not strive to look perfect any more, it isn't going to happen unless I visit some plastic surgeon and use The Collectives college money. And it isn't important.
I will say this, I feel better, STRONGER, and more physically capable than I ever did when I was "smaller".
I am not going to regret having a cookie today.
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